fighting

Inside it hurts,
on the outside its covert.
In secret it hides until the last second then bursts out,
taking control and destroying everything and shouts,
"This is mine to claim."
When that statement is made it then ends the game.
There's no reason to fight it, no reason to run.
Just accept it and have some fun,
while it lasts. It's time that will take it all,
then you will join its trophy wall.
inside it hurts
on the outside its covert
there is no secret now
the question is how
do I fight?
Where do I find a glimmer of hope or delight?
Where and what is the point of going on if I'm just ticking away?
What more is there for me to say?
Inside it hurts,
on the outside its covert,
What am i, where do begin and end?
It's a climax then everything bends,
away from you and me I fall away.
My day has come and all i can say,
is i loved my time here.
Why do you fear?
This is the process that has to happen one way or another.
Better to die young then old and decrepit I guess.
Let the end come.
I will greet it like an old friend,
no more does it hurt inside,
and no more is it covert on the outside.